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Monday, December 21, 2009

Day 80

Remember my last post about gaining weight well, I really need to get my ass going cause I weighed myself today and I was a 231 lbs. I was in shocked I have not weighed that much in years. Granted I got up to 250 lbs at one point in my life and well had more muscle mass as well. This is nuts.
I met my wife when I first moved here in STL, she thought I was dating one of my friends at the time. I was a birthday party at "The Melting Pot", it's a fondue place. Anyway I weighed about 222 lbs it was and stayed there for most of the years till a bit of the "break-up" diet hit me and I lost about 30 lbs. I weight about 215 when I met her, I know your doing the math and yes I gained weight. Come on who does not get a bit lazy and gain a few pounds when they start dating someone. Since I started dating my wife till prior to finding our we were having a baby I leveled out at about 221 lbs, we foung out at about week 6 so that is about 42 days. In less than 40 days I gained 10 lbs now so I figured I have about 200 more days to go and well its also the holidays, if I keep up this paste I will be at 270+ lbs by the time my kid is born. I know it might not happen but what if it does and well 270 is not that far from 300 lbs and that really scares the crap out of me since I want to be here for my child, be able to play with him or her. Be there when they get married and have their kids. I am really freaking out about this and what am I doing I am being a bum. Well I am not going to accept that so from this day on I will also keep everyone up to date on the baby and my goal not to become a fat ass. For my baby and family this I promise.

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